so um. yeah.
Nov. 23rd, 2008 03:53 pmI handed in my thesis Monday, but I doubt I'll get a passing grade. Everything up to the actual analysis part was good (enough) and I know if the entire thing had been that level I would've passes no problem, but the analysis was way too short, and basically sucked. Everybody's been saying that I'm too hard on myself etc, but well, I know what I wrote, and it sucked. So. That's horrible, and I feel like a huge failure whenever I think about it, so I try not to. Especially because I'd worked so hard! I'd been at the school every morning at 7 or earlier to 5 for the last while, and before that, I'd been there from 9-5 every day. I barely slept the last two days. (The last night I slept exactly 20 minutes, after I got a friend to call me so I knew I'd wake up.) *sigh*
In other, much better news: Stine and I threw a party Friday, that really fucking rocked. 25-30 people, we had brownies, mini pizzas, pigs in blankets, chips and candy and we closed to door behind the last people at 6 in the morning. Also, you know you've had a party when 25-30 people drink:
ahahahaha, omg that sucked carrying down from fourth floor. Also, one of the guys from climbing - who's very straight - and I have sort of started flirting. well, we kind of had before, but he had steady girlfriend (they'd been together for years) up until like, two months ago and so. I had the climbers over about six months ago, and while the others went home around 2-3, he didn't leave until 6:30. There's definitely something there, and Stine even commented on it, but we're both sort of hesistant. Possibly because we haven't been together alone since then. hmm.
In other good news, I start work tomorrow. My oldest cousin is part of Scandinavian DesignLab, and she called me while I was working on my thesis. They needed a general office slave since they'd been left hanging by the two earlier people they'd employed, and she knew I'd be done (well. I'm not really, but I told her and she seems cool with it) by now, and asked if I wanted to come work for her for a few months, get some experience and make a little money, you know. My contract runs until the end of February, with the option to extend it, if both parts find out that this works for us. The pay isn't anything to write home about, but it's still more than I've been making, and it'll look sweet on my CV. Plus, I can look for job in the meantime, and if I don't find anything, I can possibly stay on there. I'm pretty excited.
Of course, I'm still officially employed at both the bakery and by Teach Train. Awkward.
So how are you?
In other, much better news: Stine and I threw a party Friday, that really fucking rocked. 25-30 people, we had brownies, mini pizzas, pigs in blankets, chips and candy and we closed to door behind the last people at 6 in the morning. Also, you know you've had a party when 25-30 people drink:
- 89 beers
- 2 bottles of champagne
- 4 bottles of wine
- 2 bottles of port
- 1 vodka
- 1 whisky
- Half a bottle of rum
- Half a bottle of kahlua
- and ten energy drinks
ahahahaha, omg that sucked carrying down from fourth floor. Also, one of the guys from climbing - who's very straight - and I have sort of started flirting. well, we kind of had before, but he had steady girlfriend (they'd been together for years) up until like, two months ago and so. I had the climbers over about six months ago, and while the others went home around 2-3, he didn't leave until 6:30. There's definitely something there, and Stine even commented on it, but we're both sort of hesistant. Possibly because we haven't been together alone since then. hmm.
In other good news, I start work tomorrow. My oldest cousin is part of Scandinavian DesignLab, and she called me while I was working on my thesis. They needed a general office slave since they'd been left hanging by the two earlier people they'd employed, and she knew I'd be done (well. I'm not really, but I told her and she seems cool with it) by now, and asked if I wanted to come work for her for a few months, get some experience and make a little money, you know. My contract runs until the end of February, with the option to extend it, if both parts find out that this works for us. The pay isn't anything to write home about, but it's still more than I've been making, and it'll look sweet on my CV. Plus, I can look for job in the meantime, and if I don't find anything, I can possibly stay on there. I'm pretty excited.
Of course, I'm still officially employed at both the bakery and by Teach Train. Awkward.
So how are you?